Let's take this one day at a time. I'll hold your hand if you hold mine.

Romantically, I am the happiest I have been in over a year.  It's like Ryan woke up one morning and decided I was the queen of the world or just realized how much I meant to him...Lol.  I am moving in about two months, most likely, but I am almost certain that this relationship is far from over.  Love.

 

Michelle bought this little puppy.  It loves me and drives me nuts.  Its licking my neck right now. Ahhh.  And it humps.  But only me.  I guess I am sexy.  Wooo. 

 

Friendwise, everything is going awesome. My job is whatever.  I make money at it. And  yeah. Thats it. I have  no idea why I decided to update this. Maybe, I'll write more. Maybe I won't.

 

Peace out.

 

So, I am planning my own birthday party cuz no one else will.  I am getting nothing from my boyfriend on said birthday. Valentine's Day, I had some pretty awesome plans and now they are out the window...because Ryan told me not to do anything. Ron wanted us to do something with him and Camille, but Ryan said no to that too. "We aren't doing anything for Valentines Day, either" says Ryan Dulfer.

I just want someone to care about me. =(  What the fuck is my problem?

 1. A nice watch
 2. A wall clock
 3. A CD player for my room
 4. Its Always Sunny box set (19.99 at Target)
 5. Cocktails & Dreams
 6. Scrubs Season One
 


(That's all I can think of for now)  =)

You can't be without me for very long, just the same as I can't be without you. I'm in love with you. You're my best friend and my lover and although, I am capable of getting on without you, I don't want to be.  I lay in my bed and if you're not in it with me, it's empty. 

 

I could go on forever, but tear drops may fall...and you'll never read this...  But, I love you and that's all that anyone needs to know.

 

With love stronger than anyone would have forseen,

 

Cara Jean Smith