I want to fall in love. Whoever he is, wherever he is...it's gunna be awesome. And I think it's gunna be soon. Don't know why, I just do. Hmm.

Also, on another note, I'm sick as balls. It is probably amping up my love emotion. Haha. But, being sick is awful. I have an eighteen hour day tomorrow that I can not be sick for. Blerg.

Oh well, back to homework. Kind of.

Things are going damn good.

I love my job. Everyone is so nice there and there is even a cute boy or two. Wooo.

My volunteer orientation is on Friday and I'm really excited for that.

I'm pretty much on top of all of my classes. Doing very well. Srange, eh?

I paid off that damn ticket. Again. So, that's all good. Well, as good as it can be, I guess.

Found someone to get in on our Fest hotel room. Money money money. And, I'm driving a few people up from Orlando to be nice. Could make for some new friends, which are always welcomed.

Oh and get this, my boss has no problem giving me off all the time I need for The Fest. Craziness. I love it.

Aaand, I carved pumpkins tonight. Mine owns. Yup.

K, well, I'm gunna watch some Roseanne until I fall asleep.

Goodnight.

Well, I had a pretty fun weekend. Me and Danielle had some pretty sweet Gville adventures. I really like going out with her, because we compliment each other. With Taylor, I feel crappy about myself and she feels great about herself and we enjoy ourselves at equal levels. With Danielle, I feel like we both have the same amount of confidence and we make each other more confident when we are together. It's refreshing, not hating myself when I'm out with a friend.

On another note, I start my job at Jimmy John's downtown tomorrow. I am super stoked! I think it has the potential to be alot of fun. The only thing I am kind of scared is if they want me to work Fest weekend.... Maybe I will be able to...I dunno...switch shifts with someone or something.... I don't know. And I am scared to bring it up, thinking that they won't want me to work there.  Hmmm. I'll figure it out.

But, I guess I'm going out to get a drink with Russ tonight. If he doesn't come over soon, I'm totally gunna change my mind on going and just go to bed, so I can get up feeling good in the morning. I wanna go, but I'm not waiting around all night for his lazy bum. 

Alright, I'm done with this. But, it is great feeling good about myself for a change. Oh and crazy, I had a few cute guys say hi to me today. Weeird.

...with nothing. And that scares me more than anything else....

I wonder if anything actually good will ever happen to me.

I have my first ever meeting with my therapist tomorrow at eleven. I guess I'm excited. Hopefully, she can help me to understand myself and make my own life better.  I know I am going to school to be able to help other people with the same kinds of issues, but I just really need some help right now. Hmm.

I'll update on this.

Goodnight.

Most people think I stopped doing that a long time ago.

Here's to hoping that one day I actually do...

*cheers*

Silly me.