relationshipsBack to loving Chris Doyle. Lol. I do.
Onto everyone else. Melissa isn't sure what is going on with her and Rob. It's freaking me out. But, she has been being really cool lately. She bought me the shirt I am wearing. Lol. I love it.
I found out more crap about all these kids and the nonsense going on. I hate people. Not hate them. Not at all, I don't hate them. I just don't get what motivates some people to do certain things. It just doesn't make sense. Ahh, whatever. That's them.
Ryan and I are really good, I think. I still think he is afraid to get close to me, well afraid to love me, but that's ok. Alyssa said he will, he'll just do it Ryan's way and in Ryan's time(but I bet she meant *Rian. Lol.) That's really kept me going lately. He keeps talking about her more and more though, which I guess is really good. It makes me a little uncomfortable, just because I don't know how to repond. But, he probably doesn't know how to respond to me when I say certain things. Hmm, all in all, we're good for each other. I doubt anyone gets this post. Haha.
My stepdad is in town and taking me to lunch in about 20 minutes. I am excited.
OH, AND BITCHES!!! I AM GOING PERMANENT!!!!!!! Around the first of the year, I will be a permanent full time employee with benefits and getting a big raise! I am so goshdarn excited. I still get to do all my school, by taking the few day classes I know I have to in order to pass them. Lol. My schedule will still work around me, I just have to try and be here more. Maybe, just one or two dayclasses. But, yahoo. More money. Hopefully invest in an appt. with someone here soon. Well, springish is what I am planning on. Do a year lease and figure out where I am going from there after that. Yessss. And, Carrie will have her baby soon. It's gunna kick so much ass. AREN'T YOU EXCITED FOR ME???
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